Friday, May 23, 2008 | h o n e s t . t o . b l o g
do your own fzckin shiiiiit!
I fzckin hate being home. It's so fzckin frustrating. The minute I step into the house, my mom already has a million fzckin questions and a fzckin list of shit for me to do. Look, I'm all for helping around the house, but when I get all this shit because you don't want to ask your baby boy, Dustin, then I'm going to be fzckin pissed.
Last night, the minute I walked into the house my mom asked me to put out the recycling and bring some bags upstairs. I just fzckin drove an hour to Berkeley, spent an hour settling in my subletter and TAKING CARE MYYYYY RESPONSIBILITIES, and fzckin drove an hour back to San Jose ALL BY MY FZCKIN SELF! I was gone for fzckin 3 hours and she couldn't ask Dustin. "He has homework." BULL FZCKIN SHIT. We all had/have school and we can all take care of our damn responsibilities. Dustin doesn't do fzckin shit, homework or not. Quit fzckin making up excuses for him.
This morning, I slept late (5am to 6am-ish) and I hear my mother calling me at 1pm in the afternoon. I'm up, I'm up. THEN, she asks me to type and print out a page to stick on her store door to let customers know we'll be gone. By now, I'm used to this, but I still think she's fzckin dumb for not being willing to learn and do this for herself. IT'S FZCKING TYPING UP A SINGLE DOCUMENT! ENLARGE THE WORDS! CHANGE THE PAGE SET UP A LITTLE! IT'S NOT FZCKIN ROCKET SCIENCE! Oh no. Of course that wasn't it, WHILE I was typing up and printing her shit, she asked me to fill our Dustin's selective service form for him because it'll be too late when he gets home. We'll have to be on our way to LA. THEN HE SHOULD HAVE FILLED IT OUT EARLIER THIS WEEK, HUH?!?!?!? DO I LOOK LIKE MY BROTHER'S KEEPER?!?!? WHO THE FZCK FILLS OUR THEIR BROTHER'S/SON'S SELECTIVE SERVICE FORM FOR THEM! TAKE SOME FZCKIN RESPONSIBILITY! I REITERATE: SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK ARE NOT FZCKIN EXCUSES! WE ALL HAVE/HAD WORK/SCHOOL AND WE'RE ALL STILL ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH THE REST OF LIFE! THE FZCKIN SELECTIVE SERVICE FORM IS NOT MY FZCKIN FZCKIN FZCKIN FZCKIN RESPONSIBILITY! I CAN'T FZCKIN BELiEVE SHE WOULD EVEN ASK ME TO DO THAT SHIT. NO, I FZCKIN REFUSE TO TAKE CARE OF DUSTIN'S SHIT! HE BETTER FZCKIN DO THAT FZCKIN SHIT HIMSELF! FZCK! NO WAIT, THERE'S MORE! Of fzckity fzck fzck course. SHE THEN PROCEEDS TO ASK ME when Dustin should waive his health insurance for school before they charge him. Apparently it's due before September 8th.
1) I know when mine is due. July 1st & I'm going to get that shit done because it's MYYYYYY responsibility.
2) DO THAT SHIT BEFORE SEPTEMBER 8TH LIKE YOU JUST FZCKIN TOLD ME! Shit. How fzckin hard is that, huh? Then she's like, "even right now?" HOW THE HELL SHOULD I KNOW? I used my FZCKIN COMMON SENSE. They sent you the letter now, didn't they? I'm sure you can fzckin do it NOW.
3) How the fzck should I fzckin know? It's his responsibility. It's his fzckin school. Then she tells me I would know 'cause I'm done it before. SO HAS HE! HE JUST FZCKIN DID IT LAST YEAR! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMF GOMFGOMFGOMFOGMFOGM I WANT TO THROW SOMETHING OUT OF A FZCKING WINDOW!
AND THAT WAS ONLY THE LAST 24 HOURS! IMAGINE WHAT IT WAS LIKE THE MINUTE I WALKED HOME FOR SUMMER BREAK! OMGGGGGGGGGG!
Once again, I am ALL for helping, but I'm getting really fzckin pissed off because Dustin gets to 'lax a lot of the times JUST because 1) he's lazy 2) he's an irresponsible punkass and 3) he's younger than me and he's been treated like a baby every since he was born. I sAY! KICK THAT MOTHER FZCKER OUT UNTIL HE GETS A DAMN JOB! He's so useless! USELESS USELESS! AND MY MOTHER'S A MORRROOOON! QUIT ASKING ME TO DO HIS SHIT! THAT ISN'T MAKING HIM GROW UP ANY FASTER!
I HATE BEING HOME! I HATE THIS HOUSE! HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE! SO FZCKIN RIDICULOUS!
If you absolutely, positively disagree with me on anything, then you really have no idea.
I really, really feel like breaking something right now. I can't wait to get the fzck out of here. I am not Dustin, I do not somehow magically know everything that needs to be done regarding him. I'm getting really, really fzckin ticked off here. How long are they going to fzckin keep this shit up? OH! YEA! THAT'S RIGHT! 'TIL I FZCKIN BLOW UP ON THEIR FZCKIN ASSES!
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
Last night, the minute I walked into the house my mom asked me to put out the recycling and bring some bags upstairs. I just fzckin drove an hour to Berkeley, spent an hour settling in my subletter and TAKING CARE MYYYYY RESPONSIBILITIES, and fzckin drove an hour back to San Jose ALL BY MY FZCKIN SELF! I was gone for fzckin 3 hours and she couldn't ask Dustin. "He has homework." BULL FZCKIN SHIT. We all had/have school and we can all take care of our damn responsibilities. Dustin doesn't do fzckin shit, homework or not. Quit fzckin making up excuses for him.
This morning, I slept late (5am to 6am-ish) and I hear my mother calling me at 1pm in the afternoon. I'm up, I'm up. THEN, she asks me to type and print out a page to stick on her store door to let customers know we'll be gone. By now, I'm used to this, but I still think she's fzckin dumb for not being willing to learn and do this for herself. IT'S FZCKING TYPING UP A SINGLE DOCUMENT! ENLARGE THE WORDS! CHANGE THE PAGE SET UP A LITTLE! IT'S NOT FZCKIN ROCKET SCIENCE! Oh no. Of course that wasn't it, WHILE I was typing up and printing her shit, she asked me to fill our Dustin's selective service form for him because it'll be too late when he gets home. We'll have to be on our way to LA. THEN HE SHOULD HAVE FILLED IT OUT EARLIER THIS WEEK, HUH?!?!?!? DO I LOOK LIKE MY BROTHER'S KEEPER?!?!? WHO THE FZCK FILLS OUR THEIR BROTHER'S/SON'S SELECTIVE SERVICE FORM FOR THEM! TAKE SOME FZCKIN RESPONSIBILITY! I REITERATE: SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK ARE NOT FZCKIN EXCUSES! WE ALL HAVE/HAD WORK/SCHOOL AND WE'RE ALL STILL ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH THE REST OF LIFE! THE FZCKIN SELECTIVE SERVICE FORM IS NOT MY FZCKIN FZCKIN FZCKIN FZCKIN RESPONSIBILITY! I CAN'T FZCKIN BELiEVE SHE WOULD EVEN ASK ME TO DO THAT SHIT. NO, I FZCKIN REFUSE TO TAKE CARE OF DUSTIN'S SHIT! HE BETTER FZCKIN DO THAT FZCKIN SHIT HIMSELF! FZCK! NO WAIT, THERE'S MORE! Of fzckity fzck fzck course. SHE THEN PROCEEDS TO ASK ME when Dustin should waive his health insurance for school before they charge him. Apparently it's due before September 8th.
1) I know when mine is due. July 1st & I'm going to get that shit done because it's MYYYYYY responsibility.
2) DO THAT SHIT BEFORE SEPTEMBER 8TH LIKE YOU JUST FZCKIN TOLD ME! Shit. How fzckin hard is that, huh? Then she's like, "even right now?" HOW THE HELL SHOULD I KNOW? I used my FZCKIN COMMON SENSE. They sent you the letter now, didn't they? I'm sure you can fzckin do it NOW.
3) How the fzck should I fzckin know? It's his responsibility. It's his fzckin school. Then she tells me I would know 'cause I'm done it before. SO HAS HE! HE JUST FZCKIN DID IT LAST YEAR! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMF GOMFGOMFGOMFOGMFOGM I WANT TO THROW SOMETHING OUT OF A FZCKING WINDOW!
AND THAT WAS ONLY THE LAST 24 HOURS! IMAGINE WHAT IT WAS LIKE THE MINUTE I WALKED HOME FOR SUMMER BREAK! OMGGGGGGGGGG!
Once again, I am ALL for helping, but I'm getting really fzckin pissed off because Dustin gets to 'lax a lot of the times JUST because 1) he's lazy 2) he's an irresponsible punkass and 3) he's younger than me and he's been treated like a baby every since he was born. I sAY! KICK THAT MOTHER FZCKER OUT UNTIL HE GETS A DAMN JOB! He's so useless! USELESS USELESS! AND MY MOTHER'S A MORRROOOON! QUIT ASKING ME TO DO HIS SHIT! THAT ISN'T MAKING HIM GROW UP ANY FASTER!
I HATE BEING HOME! I HATE THIS HOUSE! HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE! SO FZCKIN RIDICULOUS!
If you absolutely, positively disagree with me on anything, then you really have no idea.
I really, really feel like breaking something right now. I can't wait to get the fzck out of here. I am not Dustin, I do not somehow magically know everything that needs to be done regarding him. I'm getting really, really fzckin ticked off here. How long are they going to fzckin keep this shit up? OH! YEA! THAT'S RIGHT! 'TIL I FZCKIN BLOW UP ON THEIR FZCKIN ASSES!
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
lazy summer
Okay... so I didn't run yesterday. I WILL run today, though. Yesterday was a very, very lazy day. I read an entire manga series called Absolute Boyfriend. Dammit. I hate those Japanese writers. Haha. I had SO much to do: laundry, unpacking Berkeley stuff, packing for LA, showering, running, cleaning, bank, shopping. I BARELY got anything done. O_o I went to Target, got a hair cut, and then went to Berkeley to handle subletter business. I DID throw in a load of laundry. Haha. *sigh* I'm so useless. -_- OMG! LA TOMORROW AND I'M NOT READY!
... ON THE BRIGHT SIDE! LOOK WHAT I BOUGHT!
So... fzckin badass. I saw these at Target some time last year, but I was really sad because I missed out on buying them. THEY WERE BACK WHEN I WENT THERE YESTERDAY, THOUGH! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! I'm so happy. :D I bought two boxes. I have no idea why. Haha. I haven't used bandages in years. I think I will now... =X... even if I don't have a booboo. :D ^_^ ^_^ I also bought Batman fruit gummies, but I've been buying those for some time so they don't make me as excited. :D Hehehe. I love Batman.
Top picture also features a new haircut... that you can't really see. It's like barely there hair... well at least for me. =P I swear I was sitting in that seat for like an hour. She must have cut off half of my hair. O_o It's so ridiculously layered, I barely have any hair left. Guh. Bright side again, it'll be easier to wash because I have less hair and I don't think it looks half bad. =]
Oh speaking of laundry earlier, I threw in my Batman doll when I knew it said do not machine wash. Haha. I'm just so lazy. ^_^ I figured it couldn't be that bad as long as I hand dry. I was mostly right... except he attracted a lot of dust and then a piece of his hand tore off. I DID SOME PATCH WORK, THOUGH! AND I THINK IT LOOKS GREAT! :D YOU CAN BARELY TELL! LOLLOL.
doll. Yea that's my Batman boardgame in the background on the floor. Haha. And yes, my room is still very, very, very messy. Didn't I mention I haven't cleaned up from moving back home for the summer?
Patchwork oh his forearm. I'M SO COOL! =X You can barely tell. It's that little triangular left-pointing arrow thing. Poor baby Batman. He's okay now. =] I'm proud of myself for fixing hims. =]
Mm... now the question is to stay up and pack RIGHT NOW or try to wake up early to pack and clean my room. =[ Oh decisions, decisions.
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
... ON THE BRIGHT SIDE! LOOK WHAT I BOUGHT!
So... fzckin badass. I saw these at Target some time last year, but I was really sad because I missed out on buying them. THEY WERE BACK WHEN I WENT THERE YESTERDAY, THOUGH! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! I'm so happy. :D I bought two boxes. I have no idea why. Haha. I haven't used bandages in years. I think I will now... =X... even if I don't have a booboo. :D ^_^ ^_^ I also bought Batman fruit gummies, but I've been buying those for some time so they don't make me as excited. :D Hehehe. I love Batman.
Top picture also features a new haircut... that you can't really see. It's like barely there hair... well at least for me. =P I swear I was sitting in that seat for like an hour. She must have cut off half of my hair. O_o It's so ridiculously layered, I barely have any hair left. Guh. Bright side again, it'll be easier to wash because I have less hair and I don't think it looks half bad. =]
Oh speaking of laundry earlier, I threw in my Batman doll when I knew it said do not machine wash. Haha. I'm just so lazy. ^_^ I figured it couldn't be that bad as long as I hand dry. I was mostly right... except he attracted a lot of dust and then a piece of his hand tore off. I DID SOME PATCH WORK, THOUGH! AND I THINK IT LOOKS GREAT! :D YOU CAN BARELY TELL! LOLLOL.
doll. Yea that's my Batman boardgame in the background on the floor. Haha. And yes, my room is still very, very, very messy. Didn't I mention I haven't cleaned up from moving back home for the summer?
Patchwork oh his forearm. I'M SO COOL! =X You can barely tell. It's that little triangular left-pointing arrow thing. Poor baby Batman. He's okay now. =] I'm proud of myself for fixing hims. =]
Mm... now the question is to stay up and pack RIGHT NOW or try to wake up early to pack and clean my room. =[ Oh decisions, decisions.
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
Thursday, May 22, 2008 | h o n e s t . t o . b l o g
summer days 1&2
I've woken up no earlier than noon these last two days. That's expected. Waking up late isn't an awesome feeling for your body, but knowing that I CAN wake up at noon or later if I wanted to feels really good. This morning, however, I feel even more jacked up than usual because I decided to start my summer off right yesterday with a short jog. I ran for no more than 15 minutes and I'm feeling it in my abs (I don't know why. Don't ask me.) and my legs, of course. No worries, though. The first day is always the hardest. I actually kind of like the feeling of being sore. It lets me know that I was doing something useful and not just pansying around. You know, if pansying was a word. I hope day1 wasn't the last day of this workout. I HAVE A PLAN DAMMIT!
By the way, I know I mentioned these in a previous blog entry, but you just have to see them. =]
These are SO amazingly awesome. Batman's eating my feet. *nomnomnom* Hahaha. I love these. They're so friggity cool. :D
& here are the two posters I recently bought. You don't care, but that's okay because I think they're beautiful and they deserve some attention. =]
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
By the way, I know I mentioned these in a previous blog entry, but you just have to see them. =]
These are SO amazingly awesome. Batman's eating my feet. *nomnomnom* Hahaha. I love these. They're so friggity cool. :D
& here are the two posters I recently bought. You don't care, but that's okay because I think they're beautiful and they deserve some attention. =]
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 | h o n e s t . t o . b l o g
lacking
This world is lacking a shit load of morals and responsibilities. -_- It's not everybody, though, just a lot of bodies. =P
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
friends are amazing
Lil2hyper888: yea k.du... if you miss my turning 20 i will be the sadz
Lil2hyper888: :'(
allmightimushu: lol the sadz
Lil2hyper888: lol
Lil2hyper888: quite possibly the em0z even
allmightimushu: stuff is always more emphasized when youa z
Lil2hyper888: totally agree
Lil2hyper888: lol
allmightimushu: i am coolz
preciousxbecky: hahahaha
preciousxbecky: youre also gayz
Lil2hyper888: HAHAHA
allmightimushu: youre ugliez
Lil2hyper888: LOL
preciousxbecky: =[
Lil2hyper888: i'm so lawlling in my bedroom right now
preciousxbecky: that was meanz
Lil2hyper888: LOL
allmightimushu: hahahaha
Lil2hyper888: STOP hahaha
preciousxbecky: hahaha
Lil2hyper888: LOL
preciousxbecky: you bitchz
allmightimushu: i swear i almost typed "your ugliez"
Lil2hyper888: HAHAH
allmightimushu: and i was like GASPPPP
allmightimushu: delete delete
Lil2hyper888: lol wow xtine
preciousxbecky: hahaha
Lil2hyper888: what would we have done with you then
Lil2hyper888: de-friended for life
Lil2hyper888: lol
allmightimushu: i dont know but then i would have to leave that fb group
allmightimushu: i judge you when you use poor grammar.
preciousxbecky: haha
xveeveeawnx: ahahahh
preciousxbecky: i wish i could chat
preciousxbecky: but i should really focus
xveeveeawnx: on whattt?
allmightimushu: schoolz
preciousxbecky: i have a quiz on thursdayy
xveeveeawnx: hahaaaz
Lil2hyper888: okay =[
Lil2hyper888: i hate you all
allmightimushu: LOLZ at viv
Lil2hyper888: summer school takers
preciousxbecky: hahaha
preciousxbecky: omg stop
imUCIkristy: SS1
Lil2hyper888: LOL
xveeveeawnx: wow
xveeveeawnx: she replies with
xveeveeawnx: ss1
allmightimushu: it's kristy!
xveeveeawnx: the hell is that
Lil2hyper888: SHE SPEAKS
xveeveeawnx: hahahaa
xveeveeawnx: <3
allmightimushu: summer ession 1
allmightimushu: session*
imUCIkristy: i'll be home for august
xveeveeawnx: i know i know
Lil2hyper888: nice interpretation
imUCIkristy: road trip to davis
xveeveeawnx: ss2
allmightimushu: see i speak collegeese
xveeveeawnx: =(
Lil2hyper888: SWEEEEET
Lil2hyper888: FUJI'S HERE WE COME!
xveeveeawnx: ALRIGHT!!
preciousxbecky: haha
Alright. Moving on with my life now. Time to enjoy my wonderful, wonderful summer. It's mine, mine, ALL MINE! BWAHAHAH! =P
posted by tiffany | If you're still in, I'm still in. -Juno
Lil2hyper888: :'(
allmightimushu: lol the sadz
Lil2hyper888: lol
Lil2hyper888: quite possibly the em0z even
allmightimushu: stuff is always more emphasized when youa z
Lil2hyper888: totally agree
Lil2hyper888: lol
allmightimushu: i am coolz
preciousxbecky: hahahaha
preciousxbecky: youre also gayz
Lil2hyper888: HAHAHA
allmightimushu: youre ugliez
Lil2hyper888: LOL
preciousxbecky: =[
Lil2hyper888: i'm so lawlling in my bedroom right now
preciousxbecky: that was meanz
Lil2hyper888: LOL
allmightimushu: hahahaha
Lil2hyper888: STOP hahaha
preciousxbecky: hahaha
Lil2hyper888: LOL
preciousxbecky: you bitchz
allmightimushu: i swear i almost typed "your ugliez"
Lil2hyper888: HAHAH
allmightimushu: and i was like GASPPPP
allmightimushu: delete delete
Lil2hyper888: lol wow xtine
preciousxbecky: hahaha
Lil2hyper888: what would we have done with you then
Lil2hyper888: de-friended for life
Lil2hyper888: lol
allmightimushu: i dont know but then i would have to leave that fb group
allmightimushu: i judge you when you use poor grammar.
preciousxbecky: haha
xveeveeawnx: ahahahh
preciousxbecky: i wish i could chat
preciousxbecky: but i should really focus
xveeveeawnx: on whattt?
allmightimushu: schoolz
preciousxbecky: i have a quiz on thursdayy
xveeveeawnx: hahaaaz
Lil2hyper888: okay =[
Lil2hyper888: i hate you all
allmightimushu: LOLZ at viv
Lil2hyper888: summer school takers
preciousxbecky: hahaha
preciousxbecky: omg stop
imUCIkristy: SS1
Lil2hyper888: LOL
xveeveeawnx: wow
xveeveeawnx: she replies with
xveeveeawnx: ss1
allmightimushu: it's kristy!
xveeveeawnx: the hell is that
Lil2hyper888: SHE SPEAKS
xveeveeawnx: hahahaa
xveeveeawnx: <3
allmightimushu: summer ession 1
allmightimushu: session*
imUCIkristy: i'll be home for august
xveeveeawnx: i know i know
Lil2hyper888: nice interpretation
imUCIkristy: road trip to davis
xveeveeawnx: ss2
allmightimushu: see i speak collegeese
xveeveeawnx: =(
Lil2hyper888: SWEEEEET
Lil2hyper888: FUJI'S HERE WE COME!
xveeveeawnx: ALRIGHT!!
preciousxbecky: haha
Alright. Moving on with my life now. Time to enjoy my wonderful, wonderful summer. It's mine, mine, ALL MINE! BWAHAHAH! =P
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